a different kind of apathy

Thursday, March 24, 2005

In Genesis He is the seed of the woman
In Exodus He is the Passover Lamb
In Leviticus He is our High Priest
In Numbers He in the Pillar of cloud by day and fire by night
In Deuteronomy He is the Prophet like unto Moses
In Joshua He is the Captain of our Salvation
In Judges He is our Judge and Lawgiver
In Ruth He is our Kinsman-Redeemer
In Samuel He is our Trusted Prophet
In Kings & Chron He is our Reigning King
In Ezra He is our Faithful Scribe
In Nehemiah He is the Rebuilder of the broken down walls
In Esther He is our Mordecai
In Job He is our Ever-Living Redeemer
In Psalms He is our Shepherd
In Proverbs & Ecc He is our Wisdom
In Song of Sol. He is our Lover ac Bridegroom
In Isaiah He is the Prince of Peace
In Jeremiah He is the Righteous Branch
In Lamentations He is the Weeping Prophet
In Ezekiel He is the Wonderful Four-Faced Man
In Daniel He is the Fourth Man in the Fire
In Hosea He is the Faithful Husband
In Joel He is the Baptiser with the Holy Spirit
In Amos He-is our Burden-Bearer
In Obadiah He is Mighty to Save
In Jonah He is our Foreign Missionary
In Micah He is the Messenger with Beautiful Feet
In Nahum He is the Avenger of God's Elect
In Habakkuk He is God's Evangelist
In Zephaniah He is our Saviour
In Haggai He is the Restorer of God's Lost Heritage
In Zechariah He is the Fountain open in the House of David
In Malachi He is the Sun of Righteousness with Healing in His Wing
In Matthew He is the Messiah
In Mark He is the Wonder-Worker
In Luke He is the Son of Man
In John He is the Son of God
In Acts He is the Holy Ghost
In Romans He is our Justifier
In Corinthians He is our Sanctifier
In Galatians He is the Redeemer from the curse of the Law
In Ephesians He is the Christ of unsearchable riches
In Philippians He is the Supplier of all our needs
In Colossians He is the Fullness of the Godhead bodily
In Thessalonians He is our Soon-Coming King
In Timothy He is the Mediator between God and man
In Titus He is the Faithful Pastor
In Philemon He is the Friend that sticketh closer than a brother
In Hebrews He is the Blood of the Everlasting Covenant
In James He is our Great Physician
In Peter He is the Chief Shepherd
In John He is Love
In Jude He is the Lord, coming with ten thousand of His saints
In Revelation HE IS THE KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS

(courtesy of a senior)
Praise be to the Lord Jesus who died for us, unworthy people, and giving us salvation thru His blood and sweat and pain. Thank you Lord.

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i cried alot today.
the first in a long long time.
i had hoped, prayed. but its come to this.
misery, anger, pain interwove themselves around me, coccooning me.
we spent such a long time, twisting our own coloured threads around each other, tying knots, securing the tapestry.
and the MOE had to bring out their various pairs of scissors, wrecking the picture everywhere they go.
and there they go, bringing their frayyed threads somewhere else, trying to patch up other pieces that are destroyed.
you'd think the cut-off pieces will fit, but the different colour, patterns of the cloths will never be a perfect fit from what they used to be.
never will be.
and i must admit, guiltily so, that i cried so much today. becos of shirlene and louis' leaving.
and that, i din even shed a tear when a third of my class left....
if only i could even feel genuine enough to say, im sorry. im sorry, im sorry.
but i dont feel it. any semblance of that pain is only for jooxiang. and levina, and paul.

someone buy me superglue.
that i may start somewhere to piece together again a shape of my heart from the broken shards lying around, scattered everywhere.
when you tell me " you're so nice shaoning" tears just welled up in my eyes.
i'll really miss you girl. so damn much when someone else stands next to me during prac.

and terence, i was actually quite pissed, but well. i WAS.
its ok now... sorry for getting angry... id explain why next time i guess.

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